50 Secrets....shhhh!

5O LITTLE SECRETS
Be honest no matter what...

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Grace

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken
At NJ Cares Community Service (I didn't go)

[THREE] Your relationship status?
Single

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
They haven't died, but we lost touch :(

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Annoyed

[SIX] Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names
None

[SEVEN] Do you have a job?
yep!

[EIGHT]Where do you wish you were right now?
at home

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
reckless debauchery and shenanigans abound<---palabra

[TEN]Ever had a near death experience?
Once. I choked on candy

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
THINK!

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
No I don't let people get to me

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
I don't cry

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
absolutely

[SIXTEEN] What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I meditate...helps for a restful sleep

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my co-worker Melissa

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
"There's Hope" by India Arie

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
avoiding work, lol

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
those in my "circle"

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Express

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Ha! Negative

[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Tamika

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
Crazy (in a good way)

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?
my cat, lol

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?
work

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
dunno..JAM I think

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Tamika...she was drunk and confused, lol

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
a little, lol

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
brown

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh really hard?
Tamika. Her comment: "Was that Sean? That faggot. Aw, man...that was so racist" lmao

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad or pissed.
my ls annoyed me yesterday if that counts, lol

[THIRTY-FOUR] What do you hear?
music from my Pandora at work..its playing Radiohead

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?
CURLY!!

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
lmao. I think so

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?
Im my own BFF! lol. I do have really close friends though

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
no

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yep!

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yep!

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
yep! could use more sleep and a better diet though, lol

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
never

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?
earrings


[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Friday night?
packing/cleaning

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
unfortunately :(

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
umm, not at the moment

[FORTY-EIGHT] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
sprained knee

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
was up til 1:30..b/c that's the time my body wants to go to bed

[FIFTY]Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yes

How Dare I

Lately my thoughts have strayed from me and you and what used to be/and how we missed out on a "good" thing/but let's face it in the end it wasn't right/still talking to everyone but me/the sneaking/the lies/the omissions/So how dare I write your benediction/while at the same time thinking of a spark that once happened long before you?/what is right or appropriate?/See/I took my time to grieve even if you don't agree/I released the insanity that is the inner workings of my brain into the universe/only to have them revealed to me in your backlash./Ok/Maybe not YOUR backlash/but in the backlash of your unassuming and presumptuous thought?/Again, talking to everyone BUT ME!/So how dare I burn you in effigy/while telepathy/takes me to a past place/a missed place/How dare I write your benediction/while at the same time thinking of a spark that once happened long before you?/Yes, I know these words can and WILL be used against me in the court of unrequited love/but I speak the whole truth and nothing but the truth/So dare I say..../I thought about it/About then/not with you but now/while writing this epilogue and thinking of good things to say while staying positive/I know what you're thinking/How dare I write this benediction/while at the same time thinking....of a love that is not...you.

GWB Challenge

A couple weeks ago I had the pleausre of participating in the GWB Challenge. A walk across the George Washington Bridge in NYC. I performed the 5k walk and donated $20. My organization did a wonderful job on raising funds, volunteering and participating. Afterwards, there was a great BBQ, music, face painting, fake tattoos and just a plain old good time! Only the pics can truly capture the feeling. Enjoy!

No Complaints

Exhaustion. As she moves about the de-pressurized cabin
30,000 ft and falling
She feels the weight of the world
As if somehow SHE is holding it up
A superhero in cowards clothing
But she has no complaints
Task upon task
Exponential the risk
She quietly takes the all on
As if to tell her competitors to shove it
But she has no complaints
Fatigue and starvation are her only friends on the road to success
Resentment coarses through her
As a thousand nerve endings die at the base of her spine
She still holds the world
But she has no complaints
A woman is who she is
No apologies for it
No complaints

SMOOTH '09

The weekend has come and gone but it was a great one! Words can't express the fun I had watching some good performances, hanging with sisters and friends, and doing things for a good cause! They say pictures are worth a thousand words. Enjoy!

If its on the List!

I am soooooooo tired lately! Drained! Physically a turtle! Maybe its because of all that's going on:

New apartment? Check.
Get better at job? Check.
Save up for car? Check.
Become REO for CUS? Check.
Take SEO class for work? Check.
Research MBA programs? Check.
Join CUS External Affairs Committee? Check.
Travel to RI, NYC, DC/MD, DE & NM this summer? Check.


I need to get centered. Anyone willing to be my spiritual partner this summer? I am up for fun, adventures, exploration and a mutual exchange of great ideas...hit me up!