It ends in The City

This past weekend was a curse and a blessing all in one. Let's start with the good news:
My boss recently moved into a new apartment and then got sick, leaving me...YES ME...in charge of the department for about 2 days. Wasn't too bad. I got things done and held it together, the place didn't burn down so I did a great job. Spent time drinking with my Ship and her friends and received a "Cheers" type greeting on the patio of Fridays on the Parkway. Off to a CUS probate (never a disappointment), then home to rest. Hopped a train to Jersey, then off the The City with mi lady. Met some cool people, ate some great food, and broke the bank my getting tatt'd up. Honestly, at this point couldn't have asked for a better Memorial Day weekend.

The Bad News:
After a "blah" Sunday, and a Monday filled with Star Wars watching (don't judge! The movie is madd deep if you pat attention), mi lady comes home--with Taco Bell--both of which made me happy. Now at this point I am content and answering some text messages, then...it happened... the lady is being aggressive (as usual) and I am not in the mood (as usual), not at the moment at least. Maybe after a shower...who knows. Then the question "who are you texting?" Innocent enough. Jokingly, I respond with another person's name. No real reason behind it. It was a bad attempt at a joke that I was immediately going to correct, but decided not to because it was "no big deal"...or so I thought. Then it came; the questioning, the worry, the tears, the consoling.

The Result:
Mental and Emotional death. In ANY situation there are always 3 choices: "Change it. Accept it. Leave it." I've already tried 2, maybe its time to choose the other.

Be the change...

I have decided that my life goal will be to change the World. Listen to the Universe, and change the World.


Any suggestions?




p.s.-Incubus ROCKS!

AHHHHHHHHHH! Now that I have screamed...I can move on

Things I am sick of at the moment:
ARGUING
NOT listening to what I am saying
Hearing what YOU want to hear
Ignoring body language
JUDGMENT
Lies
Exaggeration
Double Standards
Exhaustion
Monitoring my funds
Not enough time
Cleaning
Smelly public transportation

-Thanks for reading :)

Gays and House Music

For years I have been one of those closeted Techno and House/Club music lovers. For years I felt the need to hide it from my peers. Why? you may ask. Because I didn't want to fit into the stereotype of the gay kid who likes house music! Silly I know, but its truth. I think deep down ALL gay kids (and many straight and questioning for that matter) love House music. When I say "House Music" I mean that techno infused, completely ambient sounding music, that one may only find at a European club. I don't know how or why it made its way into the gay scene, but it struck a chord. The music is just so damn free! You can help but dance and spin in the moment that you're in (and many literally do)! From Benaasi to Oakenfold, Tiesto to Guetta, and even a little Haddaway and C & C Music Factory, my affection for House Music cannot be denied. Glow sticks, twirling, grinding and all. My fav songs at the moment:

"Everytime We Touch" by David Guetta

David Guetta - Everytime We Touch ( high clip stereo ) sélectionné dans Clips et Electro / House / Techno

"When Love Takes Over" David Guetta feat. Kelly Rowland

David Guetta - kelly Rowland -When Love Takes Over 2009 sélectionné dans Rock / Pop et Electro / House / Techno