How Dare I

Lately my thoughts have strayed from me and you and what used to be/and how we missed out on a "good" thing/but let's face it in the end it wasn't right/still talking to everyone but me/the sneaking/the lies/the omissions/So how dare I write your benediction/while at the same time thinking of a spark that once happened long before you?/what is right or appropriate?/See/I took my time to grieve even if you don't agree/I released the insanity that is the inner workings of my brain into the universe/only to have them revealed to me in your backlash./Ok/Maybe not YOUR backlash/but in the backlash of your unassuming and presumptuous thought?/Again, talking to everyone BUT ME!/So how dare I burn you in effigy/while telepathy/takes me to a past place/a missed place/How dare I write your benediction/while at the same time thinking of a spark that once happened long before you?/Yes, I know these words can and WILL be used against me in the court of unrequited love/but I speak the whole truth and nothing but the truth/So dare I say..../I thought about it/About then/not with you but now/while writing this epilogue and thinking of good things to say while staying positive/I know what you're thinking/How dare I write this benediction/while at the same time thinking....of a love that is not...you.